Seeking TranQuility

i am busy.. but not as busy as last week. Last week was like the busiest week.. work wise.. not social wise.. beh tahan this week have to go clubbing with the boys!!!! have not meet Thana, Shah and Jack for the longest time already. So i miss them alot..

Some what relieved after the event i had last week. But when reality hits, i still had shit loads to take care of.

Not only that. These days has been bad news. A colleague of mine, Azharim Mustajab the Queens of Drags, just passed away. May god bless your soul and return to the arms of Allah.

It is indeed depressing. He is quite a close friend when we were in the same department. He was found sprawled in his apartment 4 days after he collapsed. Didnt report for work and some of my other colleagues went to his place. Police and bomba had to tear down the door. Apparently, he has been ill for some time. Happy that he doesnt need to suffer but sad because i didnt get to say my last goodbye.

*sighhh*

hrmm..... i have so much in my mind, better yet things to talk about.. i have been quite serious and really have no time to joke. But i do miss Azharim or rather Kak Rim and i have learnt not to neglect friends because you wont know what will happen next.

If there i could just turn back time, i would want him to know what a friend he has been. Thanks for sharing gross sex stories of you and making me laugh all time, sharing cigs with me and bitching to all the male men and fighting to get guys with me also, demonstrating pure ah qua styles to me. I should have given you the shawl you wanted.

I miss all that.... i really do...

**sigh**