Me, myself & Irene

It was hrmmmm.... about early august when i found out that my buddy Irene is gonna move to Shenzhen, China - period - . Was pretty much expected cos half her family was already there la... so .. it was just the matter of time...but i didnt wanna put any hopes until she confirm she was gonna leave..... so sad but true.....

So she left for Shenzhen today leaving me behind... :( huhuhhuhuhuhuuuu... it was difficult for me to digest that fact because she's pretty much my buddy already and she will be joining Shenzhen BMW team soon.... I had that same old difficult time with my buddy Dushyan back in High school.. he left for london and was already there since forever.... miss him alot.. but i guess this was all out of my control... he was doing what he wanted to do.. sad huh....

Anyway i woke up like 5.15 am in the morning today just to send her off ... of course it was tiring.. and i woke up at the wrong side of bed... *shucks... so my neck hurts... so i had my trusted crazy driver...... which was speeding like 160-180 on his City.... damn i was so scared i could have peed in my pants .. seen here my crazy driver with his favourite drink.. RIBENA!!??? not so jantan huh...... Anyway .... when we arrived, we (my friends as well) met with her dad and all that la... so we were sitting down chatting and all that... her other friends came by and all that ler... so we just sit there and waited.... and just be around there.... and all that *sigh... time just wasted away...
Anyway this is Irene(left) here with my other buddy mei mei when we were at the Curve... i guess i will miss irene a whole lot more ... she made my life different... valuable... and she took care of me alot during our time hanging out together.. This time i guess it's real different because back then when dush left.. i knew he left for studies... but now... she's leaving for good... though she'll come back... but ... it's a huge loss without her around... my life seems so dull ...

There'll no longer be someone doing the michael jackson dances behind my seat while thinking i am not looking.... there'll also be no one to buy me food while i starve .... there'll be no one telling me overly rated self sexual disgusting desires... there'd be no one to irritate me the way i want to .. there'd be no one to gossip with me... there'd be no one taking care of me...... There'll no longer be someone to tell me to be more street smart...there'll also be no one around to make fun of french words.....no one around to have jokes on the extra piece of meat she had on her neck....there's no one to act weird during our outing in annie's place for the mooncake festival.. there'll no one purposely calling me to check whether i am engaged on the phone with someone else.... there'll be no one locating me with the cell phone services incase i lied... she'd just not be around.... sigh*

Well we hugged and all that .. and she checked in... i SOOO wanted to cry... but my irritating driver told me if i go up his car and cry he will slap me and leave me there ... so bad hor.... dont let me cry woh..!!!

Anyway... irene.... i'll miss you tonnes... :( it was intentional not to hang out with u during the 'free' time you had after quitting..... i didnt want alot of things to remind me of you ler... it gets harder all the time as times passes... it's no longer like the older times when i was less matured and thought being left behind is okay... it's always not easy to find a buddy ... and i have found that in you... and now it's being taken away.... so that's how it feels ...

As much as i dont like you being so far apart, but you have found a whole new future and a new life.... hope you enjoy life the way it is to be ... and find happiness and joy (sex) wherever you are... I wish you the best of the best in life..... POH G!!!!