i thought it was all good.. but it wasn't?

It was a good morning when i woke up someday last week.. you guys wont believe this but my PC crashed on me when i just got the kicks out of posting pictures..I purposely woke up super early to start on anew and... damnit.. it just crashed.. my friend told me the switch board exploded and i could see sparks and all that .. arghh!!!!! So the blog was idled for a while..

Anyway, there was this morning when i woke up and there was this sudden reminiscence of my friend .. his name is Jack.. Placed infront of my pc is this flower miniature made out of random stones from South Africa. He bought that for me when we were in S.Africa. Nice guy ..took care of me really well.. and all that .. but the sad thing is..he's already no longer here.. he passed on almost 2 years ago, leaving behind his beloved mom. He died of HIV-AIDS. He is the longest reported person living with HIV/AIDS in Malaysia. If i wasnt mistaken Jack was diagnosed for 17 years.....

Jack died on my birthday... of course.. i was upset.. because i didnt get to see him in GH when he was admitted due to sars... i remembered my mom screaming at me not to go because she was afraid i might get infected with sars.. but i wasnt all concerned with that.. i just wanted to see Jack.. he was asking those who went and visit him where are all his other friends..... but i guess they couldnt answer.... I guess whatever i wanted to tell him couldnt be told forever..... I still miss him and would want to tell him that we will remember what he has done for the community ....a toast to you, Jack my friend. Thanks for telling me the meaning of life and the way to celebrate it. We still miss you....