holy shit

i am so back...

ok.. sorry for the MIA.. i am indeed getting busy... fact is i am going to BKK late July.. sadly my projects has been pushed towards that dateline which might infact the trip but i will beg and cry if my boss wont let me go...

facebook and plurk can be a killer to blogs... i think i lost the will to write.. i have actually never been a writer.. unlike a few of my blogger friends who are really gungho bout writting... really have this skillful flair to it..

Anyway .. apart from my bitter life at work... my mom has not been feeling too good. She has been recently admitted to IJN again for a check up and stay for a few nights. Her condition is not as critical and she will have to go for a procedure on Monday.

As for my life.. i have been taking up swimming to lose weight.. i have to la.. thread milling sometimes but swimming is indeed better... so looking for kaki now.. more for a private pool so that no one kacau me. kakakaka...not bad la right? for starters..

the rest goes back to my mundane schedule as i struggle to save money and pay off my card.. dont owe that much but i do know how it feels like to have zero in your bank account. shucks.

sigh.

ok back to work.. poof*

random thoughts version 1.280434737740932809820318293 wtf

longest time not being here ... ok ok i am back. Sorry.. since i took over a new portfolio.. i am struggling to keep afloat (excessive fats didnt help).. So i will do this quick and least painful... 

writing on a sunday night.. my heart beats slightly faster because i will have a first presentation of my learning for the past 1/2 months to my bosses.... somewhat a big project but picking it up from scratch, its real difficult. 

Of recent, i have been plurking like nobody's business at the office and attending events which is compulsory to witness. ugh. real boring. I met my boss at this school play which was quite interesting... i had so much fun laughing...until my boss told me half of the additional works i have to get done... i am not even halfway there yet with the current.. gulp gulp.. lots to learn... lots to learn.. 

So thats just my mundane life by far... on a different note, i am heading to Bangkok for the weekend late July for an early celebration with my gang of friends... and yes.. i will try to update more often but i have to be in a low radar.. my boss reading leh!...

oh someone send me flowers....

LOL. :) OK LA... not real, not plastic but rubber...wahaha

emo starting

i revert to my old faithful.. this blog to start my ramblings again as i can see that i have begun to have a little life back again. 

Hello everyone. So sorry to have been away for so long and just randomly putting up pictures of my niece which i miss so much.. she must be talking already. 

Anyway... so much history in the past few months which left me somewhat so tired but yet melancholic... Of course, the big chunk of my life is more to work, work, work.. Ultimately, i pause at a question which never cease to haunt my thoughts.... 'when will it ever be enough?' or.. 'what have you done to be outstanding?'.. these was the few questions which was being thrown to me when my new boss came on board... 

My previous boss left for a greener pasture. A colleague of mine asked whether i miss my boss.. and we both agreed that we miss him ... oh well at least for me.. when i have that melancholic feeling. haha.. This was quite recent and for me, it has been a rough journey and somewhat pleasant but I failed to achieve what i thought would have made me position myself to deserve. That was really a depressing bit but well.. life goes on.. 

So i have moved on to secure a better future to myself. Making internal enquiries for a transfer to a potentially satisfying job (i hope), rather than just taking up an administrative role. My soon to be new boss asked me 'so what if i cant take you in?' I answered that i would have to look outside. So i am all charged up to give it another go before i bitch slap my face and admit it's not really working. wee-hee :D

That apart, i have been quite worked up these few weeks after Wendy and Beatrix left back to UK. For some reasons was to clean up the place, we got new door installed (which left me half broke) and the freaking door is not really nicely installed.... aih.. teaches you that cheap stuff is no good.. sigh... regret regret! next week we will have new awnings.. have to rearrange my pathetic garden.. and loads more ambitious things to do but that if i have HELP! the only abled person in the house is my brother and he have to ikut mood de... sien.. 

Last week was quite alright.. i watched Talentime by local Yasmin Ahmad with Clem..prolly the only kaki that needs a kaki..... not a bad movie actually.. I jumped at the opportunity because i thought that Harith Iskandar (pffftt celcom sucks) is really a funny guy though i like Afdlin Shauki better...BUT I CRIED LIKE A COW INSTEAD.. nia sing.. emo shit i tell you.. 

Cant give you a rating because i suck at it but it's really quite a good screen play and storyline. Not bad for a malaysian movie. really. :)

I also had an early celebration for Shah... my buddy who has been really good friends.. We celebrated in Chilis..a low key one with a few friends.. we had a good time.. talking..laughing.. making fun of everyone including ourselves.. so so fun... 

see.. fat tummy... double chin... and fatty food... ugh... but we had lots of fun!

There's this other dilemma here...i am in the midst of deciding between an Iphone 3g - 8gb and a Nokia 5800.. who can give me some inputs? would be real greatful!!!!! HELP!...

tenji visit

random pictures taken when we went to Tenji... Wendy insisted that she had to experience tenji.. so .. we went again.. 

Sorry pictures are all mixed up ... food and company was great!

Mom, went and bb.. i think she's sleepi soon...

she wanted to eat too.... 

Pity face when she wants to eat..

Pam promoting ze oysters..

When we were at home... she's listening to me.... paying real attention..

borned poser

smiling...

real happy...

I like the reflection in her eyes.. looks like she's using contacts..

She's a real cutie pie!

hehe..

OMG ...1000000000 years never updatee.. like so kuno already!!!!!! like dusting off the cob webs on my site.. ..

well... My cousin just went back with Beatrix, my niece... i miss her already..sigh.. she's such a cutie pie.. and was quite hassle free to take care of her.. just a slight manja-ness at night when she wants to go to bed. 

that apart, i have been dog housing as well because a friend of mine was away to Rome for over a week. Hence, placing her at my place so that i can keep an eye on her.. Her name is Hillary (roll eye ball - no idea why) and she's a poodle. very small in size now.. 

When she first came to my place, she's quite lady like (well seeing that it's a she) and had an ear infection... but after hanging out with us.. she's gangster already.. hahaha.. She bullied my Rex but you should see Rex's reaction when he couldnt a rats ass on it.. quite funny.. 

Anyway ..  she go back already la.. her mom miss her too much already .. so she had to go home..

dont be fooled by her appearance.. she is a hell hound!!!!!! heheheh.:X will update more pics of Rex and her annoying each other..